Why is it that everything sucks? the world is being run by twats, everyone's gorging themselves and dying the gluttonous bigots they deserve to be remembered. I hate most of my music, everyone argues, i can't have who i want, and the people i don't want seem to flock around me, tweeting inanites incessantly. just go away. everything. i don't want college. i don't want to get a job. nothing i can do will have ANY effect, unless i become prime minister, which i believe myself to incompetent to be.
and as for the thing that's been plaguing my mind and making me tbh quite miserable, people can be SO disgusting, selfish, sickening. I can't BELIEVE it. i just can't. how could this happen to someone i love? horrible horrible horrible. i've totally lost my appetite today. i want to protect everyone i love, but it's so upsetting knowing you can't, and once things inevitably do happen, you're powerless. what's done is done. you FUCKING CUNT. i'm so angry.
oh my GOD i'm so livid. help.